Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
LYRICS
First, Here is the cover of my album-in-progress, as designed by Gabriel Kargianis.
Second, come see me perform at Biscuit BBQ in Park Slope, Brooklyn! I'll be playing next Wednesday, Nov. 22 at 8:30. Biscuit is located on Fifth Ave. at President St. No cover!
Also, go HERE to hear rough mixes of tunes from my new album. I'll be changing the line-up regularly, so keep coming back!
Finally, here are the lyrics to the 17 tunes that are in the running. I may cut a song or more, but I don't know which ones yet. Let me know what you think.
Blue Intrepid
And when you came back from
I was poor, you didn't owe me anymore.
And when you came back you were famous
For the way you went away, you would not stay.
Blue intrepid keeps on rollin' on, rollin' down the road.
And when you left me at the station
I was cryin', you were fine, you had no time.
And when you left you were impatient
For the road, you were so cold, you had no soul.
Blue intrepid keeps on rollin' on, rollin' down the road.
I take the tunnel
You take the bridge
I keep on runnin'
While you're rollin' on, rollin' on, rollin' down the road. . .
And if you ever need persuasion
I'll be there, not that you care, just wouldn't dare.
And if you ever need a reason
To come home, I'll be the one, you aren't alone.
Blue intrepid keeps on rollin' on, rollin' down the road.
I take the tunnel
You take the bridge
I'm goin' under
While you're rollin' on, rollin' on, rollin' down the road. . .
And when you came back you were famous
For the way you went away, you would not stay.
Everything You Need
But you're only 22 & you're acting like you're dead
If you can walk & talk, if you can breathe
You've got everything you need.
Now you're married & you say it's all too much
You feel buried underneath this pile of stones that she calls love
She rubs your chest at night until you fall asleep
You've got everything you need.
Now that you have children you are so bewildered
No matter what you do they fall down & they bleed
And as they grow older they stand upon your shoulder
Getting ever bolder until they up & leave
You've got everything you need.
Now you're old & gray, you lie around & wait to die
You feel cold today but all your kids are here to say goodbye
They hold your hand at night & mend you when you bleed
You've got everything
You've got everything
You've got everything you need.
Camouflage
It would never be twice the same
And if I let you see my face
I would disappear without a trace
And I wear camouflage.
When I tell you that I love you
It doesn’t really mean I’m thinking of you
And when I say words like “forever”
What I really mean to say is “never”
And I wear camouflage
And if I tell you everything
There is no way that I could sing
And if I let you in my heart
This very song will fall apart
It will end before it even starts
And I wear camouflage.
So you have to understand
I can never let you hold my hand
And if you want to look into my eyes
You will have to learn to live with lies
Cuz I wear camouflage
I wear camouflage
I wear camouflage. . .
Humanity Street
Peaceful as can be
I have always lived here
Now I'm headed to the sea.
When the sky fell open
The flood came pouring down
For a while I was hoping
The Good Lord wouldn't let me drown.
I was there when the levee broke
I was there to see
Let me tell you, it's a heavy load
Too heavy for the likes of me.
To fill your silver cup with muddy water
Love can't save you now
It's too late anyhow
If there's one thing I'm sure of
There is no higher ground.
The black clouds have receded
And I am finally free
All those things I thought I needed
They don't mean a thing to me.
Cuz I'm rolling down the river
Headed to the sea
I will always live here
You ain't seen the last of me.
Catch, Kiss, Kill
She puts in her special eyes
The ones that always say yes
The ones that hypnotize
She heads out to the party
She’s looking for Mr. Right
Someone to give her heart to
At least for tonight
She will do what she will
Catch, kiss & kill.
She knows as soon as she sees him
He’s standing in a crowd
Everyone’s listening in
He’s talking way too loud
She pulls him into a corner
She looks deep into his eyes
Later she’ll take him home
She hopes he’s circumcised
She will do what she will
Catch, kiss & kill.
She’s wondering how to describe him in the
autobiographical novel she’s writing
She’s looking for the perfect metaphor
Something along the lines of “le petit mort.”
When she wakes up in the morning
She finds he’s already gone
He came & he went without warning
She has to stifle a yawn
It’s all grist for the mill
Catch, kiss & kill.
She will do what she will
Catch, kiss & kill.
Look at me…
D i n o s a u r
Oh please – when will you learn it’s such a bore?
The
Dinosaur!
Poverty – it makes me feel glad I’m not poor
Don’t bother me – hey, don’t get sad, go get a job
Do like me – whenever I get mad I start a war
Dinosaur!
We once roamed the earth & stomped on everything we saw
Those were the days, yeah those were the days.
Until that asteroid blew us all to kingdom come
What can one say but “Live for today”?
Clean air – what does it matter anymore?
Who cares? I’m driving my Hummer to the store
So there – global warming means longer summers at the shore
Dinosaur!
We once roamed the earth & ate up everything we saw
Those were the days, yeah those were the days.
And now the time has come to pick up right where we left off
Let’s start today – bombs away!
World peace – haven’t we heard it all before?
Hug trees – I tried it once & my arms got sore
I eat meat – cuz it’s more fun to be a carnivore
Dinosaur!
Desert heat comes pouring down like rain
The sky erupts into a blinding pool of blue.
When I'm looking at your photograph
It's the only thing that's real.
Pink corsage
Pinned to a dress of silky blue
A mirage that keeps me just this side of sane.
Last night my best friend here got blown in half
On the road back from
Sometimes, baby, I just have to laugh
So I don't have to feel.
Sun goes down
Desert wind blows sand into my boots
Shots ring out, the sky is tinted red with flames.
And all those useless things I used to have --
I tell you now I want them still.
But if I have to die to get them back
You can use this as my epitaph:
"You can go to hell."
It Don't Matter To Me
But I'm not sure you do
You say that you can show me how
To fall in love with you
Even if it's just a waste of time
It don't matter to me (x2)
You say that since you found me
Your heart is beatin' fast
You say you like to be around me, baby
Let's see how long it lasts
If you're gone tomorrow, that's OK
It don't matter to me (x2)
When you come on strong, I'm sure
You are the one for me
But I've been known to be wrong before
So please…
Oh oh oh-oh, oh oh oh
Go ahead & shut the door
It don't matter to me (x2)
I hope you will believe me
When I say I have no fear
Cuz when you finally leave me, baby
I will not shed a tear
I don't want to cry no more
It don't matter to me (x2)
Don't want to say goodbye no more
It don't matter to me (x4)
G o n e
His heart cracked open just like a blister
All the pain, all the hurt came pouring out
All the love, all the hurt came pouring out.
They were lying beside the river
She was crying into his shoulder
Her hands were cold but her lips were very warm
Her eyes were closed and her lips were very warm
And he knew - he knew he was gone
Yeah he knew - he knew he was gone
And he was never going home.
He reached under the blanket of moonlight
When he touched her she felt just right
She was frightened, she was shivering with fear
He was frightened when he whispered in her ear
I want you. . .
I want you. . .
He remembers the last time he kissed her
His heart cracked open just like a blister
He didn’t see there were tears in her eyes
He didn’t hear her when she said goodbye
But he knew - he knew she was gone
Yeah he knew - he knew she was gone
Yeah he knew - he knew she was gone
And she was never, never, never coming home.
Something Tells Me
A little birdie whispered in my ear.
When I held you in the middle of last night
I could tell you want to disappear.
Something tells me you ain't coming home tonight.
When I met you I thought I finally got it right
You laughed at all my jokes & drank good beer.
When I let you take me home that rainy night
You held me close & whispered, "Never fear."
Something tells me you ain't coming home tonight
I don't know what went wrong—it's a mystery
One day we're getting on, the next is misery
There's rumors going 'round I can't believe
If you're not coming home
I hope you hear this song.
You left this morning & didn't even say goodbye
Just turned & wiped away a single tear.
Then this evening, with a full moon shining bright
In the open doorway you appear.
Happy ending—you came home to me tonight.
But can you tell me—will you come home tomorrow night?
High
above the earth
above the trees.
I can see for miles
I see the stars
I see the sea.
Queen Mary.
Catalina.
I am so high
I’m as high as the moon.
Please, do not cry
for I will be home soon.
Please believe me.
Please don’t leave me.
Please believe in me
and don’t cry
when I say from now on I can fly.
High above the clouds
above the earth
above the trees.
Marion Ettlinger
She takes a mean picture
All the lions of literature
Won't you take one of me?
There he is, ol' Ray Carver
At the desk where he carved his words
He always knew what it means to hurt
He knew so much more than me.
The world in black & white
Bathed in a milky light
Their eyes are shining bright
Too bright for me.
Cormac McCarthy there
In the dry southwestern air
So unnerving to see his stare
Tell me, what does he see?
Joyce Carol Oates sitting in a chair
Glasses off & the parted hair
Kinda looks like a vampire
So melancholy.
And there's so many more
Ken Kesey, Richard Ford
John Irving & Mary Karr
Jeffrey Eugenides.
You always see their hands
Every word is a grain of sand
Pluckcd from the sea.
Marion Ettlinger
She's the queen of portraiture
All the lions of literature
Won't you take one of me?
Take one of me…
This Guy is Falling
If this is it there is no time for a song
Fire & smoke & shattered hearts all around
I think I spoke but never made a sound
And if you go away. . .
When we met there was no way we could have known
You wouldn’t let me even take you home
Nine years on we find ourselves here on fire
I’d carry on but now I’m way too tired
And if you go away. . .
This guy is falling, so take my hand
I hear you calling but I can’t understand
The sky is crying, so close your eyes
This guy is dying & you know me, I cannot tell a lie.
When the smoke cleared you were nowhere to be found
It’s no joke here, there’s no way around it
No one told me it would ever come to this
Growing old just waiting for your kiss
And if you go away. . .
CHORUS
When it hit there was no telling what went wrong
If this is it there is no time for a song
And if you go away. . .
U n i f o r m
Dusty as a tomb
In a cardboard box marked
Underneath a pile of medals
Combat boots & odd mementoes:
Daddy's uniform.
And when I tried it on
It fit me like a charm
The mirror showed a boy now fully grown
I wished I could know him
I wished I could show him
My uniform.
And in the pocket was a letter that said
“To My Son,” so I opened it & read:
“When you go to war
make sure you know what for
And remember who you once were
Cuz when you come home
It won’t keep you warm
Your uniform."
When you come home
It won’t keep you warm
Your uniform.
The Unrequited
I turn to see the bloom
of the flower in her hair
she put it there for me.
And when she sings her song
I know there’s nothing wrong
in the world cuz when she sings
she sings for me. . .
I don’t know how to play this game
I don’t even know her name.
All I know is when I see her smile
I’ll be all right for a while
in a world that isn’t fair
when she’s not there for me. . .
And everything stays the same
She don’t even know my name.
And when she walks out the door
she’ll leave me wanting so much more
of what she has to give
now I live for her. . .yeah I live for her. . .
What I'm Talkin' About
If you're gonna play dead
Instead of playin' with me.
Why – why you wanna do it?
Why you wanna ruin it
Instead of stayin' with me?
You know what I'm talkin' about!
Try – c'mon, baby, what do you got to lose?
It's up to you now to choose
C'mon & dance with me.
Don't cry – you know it ain't worth the time
You can turn on a dime
C'mon & take a chance with me.
You know what I'm talkin' about.
Sigh – you've got a whole lot to learn
A lot of bridges to burn
Before you get to me.
Lies, lies, lies – why do you believe 'em?
When you gonna leave him
And come on back to me?
You know what I'm talkin' about.
L o r e l e i
Holding your hand while you’re in a dream
Where do you go? You’re so far away
I need to know - can you hear me say. . .
Why are you laughing?
Why do you cry?
When will you wake up, Lorelei?
I don’t know how to live in this world
I don’t know how to fly
I don’t know why you catch me falling - Lorelei.
The night is dark & we’re so far from home
And though you’re near I still feel alone
Where do you go when you’re in a dream?
I need to know - can you hear me scream. . .
Why are you running?
Why do you cry?
When will you wake up, Lorelei?
I don’t know how to give in to you
I don’t know how to try
I don’t know why you catch me falling - Lorelei.
When you wake up will you remember?
Will you still have that light in your eye?
You said that our love would last forever
Remember, Lorelei.
I don’t know how to live in this world
I don’t know how to cry
I don’t know why you catch me falling - Lorelei.
Lorelei. . .
All songs by Chris Belden ©2006 (ASCAP)